im in class and ihave nothing better do to then to think of matthew and i that i might get to see him to day or tommarow but tommaorw my brith day and i cant wait for that ill be another year older and another year wiser I DONT THINK SO!!! i can barly get pass practical math let alone smarter well i have alot more to say like i need to get some thngs for matthew you get it ? lets hope not anyways im so bored and i have nothing to do i havent been writeing in here latele caues of all the things that i have been up to like abck stage (never thought i woulde be in to theater ) the play was How to succes in bussness without relly trying.it was so awsome i have the songs stuck in my head *sing rosemary* anyways i love my matthew we have had troubels latlty to me alest i think they were i think he tries to think of all of the srguments as a talking one another but thats not how i see them i see the, as fighting and i hope when he reads this he dosent think that im think about leaving him cause id never do anything of that sort i love him so much and i want to let him know that but i dont know how to do that when we dont  get to see each other to often i want to but i dont have the time or the gas money or the ride to get out there other wises id be out there everyday ill be getting a job soon and i thingk that he will to but he thinks everyones out to get him i want him to think more postive about thoses kinds of thing i love him and only want the best for him now on to other things if i ever (but i  dont think that this will ever happen )but if i do lave matthew then i hope for the best for him he deserves the best unlike me but if he falls in love with anoter then thats what hell get the one he loves i know right now he loves me with all his heart and soul and i want that forever babay if you read this dont think that im going to leave you i havejust been thinking about thing and wrost casesenaryio sp ? but i love you and ill never lave you unless i think were not to be but i thnk were are so dont worry anyways i love you with all me heart and soul well i have to go i ll love you later i hope i get to see you today later gater and everyone else who comes here

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I love you too jamie, and i miss you. i know you'll never do anything to wreck our relationship, and i will never do anythign to wreck it either. i miss you alot, and have trouble getting the right words out, sorry... see you in a bit

Hey Jamie its me! Just wanted to say happy birthday late! Sorry I havent had time to call you and tell you happy birthday but I have been goin through a lot of stuff! I dont think that my dad wants me to move back at all. Cuz he told me that he is thinkin of movin up north which is some BS cuz he just doesnt want me back that is what I think! Well im in class so I gotta let ya go Ill talk to ya later! Buh Bye!:P